Ever been called a
Jezebel? Straight seducin' elusive concept of purity of mind, heart and body so fine guys want to wine you and dine you and grind and you fine too subliminal thinking and reaching for. Pause. Nothing. When you lay it all on the same platter, it's nothing and you're scattered. Piece by piece when to him, him and her, every petal of your rose, you're nothing but a stem. Where will you find flattery when you're tattered, battered and broken, no shelter, no home and nothing to call love and... wait, what it love?
-Fer
Read on...Jezebel wasn't born with a silver spoon in her mouth, she probably had less than any one of us. When she knew how to walk, she knew how to bring the house down, can't blame her for her beauty, she wins with her hands down.I met her at the airport, she said, hey, what's up, ain't you the cat they call Breeveazy? Yup. Seen you at this church on 75th and even though you gospel I like how you spit, plus you're cute but what can I do cause I like doing the things grown folks do and you be on the abstinence and that's cool but would you be on it if it were just us two? My mouth dropped open, that nervous laugh, nah I'm real with it, I think I'll pass. I'm lookin' at her like man she cold, 5 9 thick 21 years old. Nahh, I said stop it,
breathe, right then God sent a prophecy, He said,
I'm tryin' call her to ministry, I need you to teach her how to listen to me. She ain't just another rat trying to get to the cheese, it's just she's blinded by intimate needs many men done watched her life unfold and you don't wanna be one of the ones that stole. So I'm like, whats your deal, I can't leave because you don't look well, you're in a lot of pain and i can tell, whats your name? She said,
Jezebel.
I looked in her eyes and they filled with tears,
over pouring from her heart, ill with fear she said, I want to know God, I feel him here but its like these churches just buildings here.
You ain't the first preacher man that I approached but you was the first one that told me no but you don't know how that makes me feel though that even God know I'm nothing more than a hoe. I said no them cats is fools and God is not in sex casual,
every day somebody tell you that you beautiful but don't nobody ever tell you that you're valuable. She said, that's some bull, ain't nobody ever gon' want me when they find out who Jez really is,
I never wanted to get in this line of work, all I ever really wanted was to be in showbiz, I don' done too much, been too much, to put it in your words, I done sinned too much, don't even ask
how many men,
too much, adult films, I been in too much, matter of fact I'm on the way to Cali right now to shoot another video, I gotta fly now so if i could change I would of done it by now, the internet is calling me, bye now.
She tried to leave, quick I grabbed her arm, she lookin' at me like
you are way out of line I'm just trying to get to my plane on time- I said, miss your flight and I'll miss mine. She looked at me crying, you don't know how much I got on the line, I looked at that girl and said, man, you don't know how much you got on the line, you don't know how much your mama been cryin', listen to how much your body been dying, of course you fine, but look at yourself through Jesus eyes and please tell me girl what else you fine. You don't know only you can change you and when you decide to do, you're brand new. Jesus will tell you what to change to, pray for that and he'll give you the strength too. She zoned out on me by the look in her eyes I could tell she was hearing God for the first time, neither one of us got to the plane on time, in the middle of the airport praying and crying and
4 years later, that same young lady is ministering to people around the world and God is looking down smiling and looking proud just like He should saying that's my girl.Breeveazie lyrics to Jezebel.
Go hear the song. (you can hear it on myspace)
